Assalamualaikum, today I want to share about my life recently..

I knew him since he just moved at this residential park . That time he and me was 15 years old, form 3,. At that time he lived at his grandma house at Air Hitam . I always saw him during weekend. The reason why he stayed at his grandma house because he want takes care of his grandma who is not very well. And it has made me interested towards him. He is very good and polite with his parents. He really made me fall in love with him until he came to Teknik Vokasional. I confess that I always look at him through mirror and smile because his house is infront of my house. I am always hope that we can be friend. But, I never know his name. One fine day I was determined to myself to investigate about his name and others through his younger sister, but unfortunately I doesn't have confidence to do that. Then, I just bury my wishes and kept interested to him until now. Now, he and me was 17 years old, form 5, and my feeling towards him is same and never change. One day his brother who is form 3 added me as friends at wechat. Then, we chat each other and I think there is a shining light because I thought I can be closed to him through his brother. Then, I asked all sorts about him. He suspect that I had interested to his brother. I admit that I do like his brother. Then, suddenly he gave me his brother wechat id. I feel very excited and happy as well because what I want I get now. He approved  me. And I said thanks! he replied welcome. Then, I replied nice to know you! .. But after that he never replied my chat. I sent to him about SPM spot questions and he did not ever say thanks. Seriously, I am really mad to him. He never treat my chat towards him. Then, I saw his moment said ' time to dating'. I feel like damn fool and hate him. I always said that I hate him, but in my heart not same like what I said. And I always cried because of him. I feel like damn fool ! Why I should love my neighbour ??? And just now, I cry about him. I doesn't why ? and I promised to myself to forget about him ever and ever. Maybe I should really hate him. Or maybe I should find other person that can make me smile everyday and totally forget about him. " Love is blind "  That's was true. I doesn't want waste my tears to him. 

Tolanglah hambamu yang lemah ini untuk lupakan dia, Ya Allah.. -_-

Thanks because appear in my life and love you like crazy girl Amir. I really want to forget about you .... 

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